Saturday, October 6, 2012

Helpless

Scream out FIRE!

Guys running down the driveway
Their future was young, but it
Swallowed them alive
What fun it used to be
Hanging out
By the pool parlour

Their fragile lives
Chances thrown
Overthrown by a domineering power
They came from their villages,
But woke up to shattered dreams
One t-shirt reads “tabu soro” and they did

Smoking under the street light
Choking all fire lights
It took them 18 years to get this far

They sit
Bury heads in hands
Crying

End Note:
This was written during the Coup of 2000. I remember rioting and looting, whilst sitting at the back of the TV company vehicle which I worked for, (my first job after my return from my New Zealand trip). Curfews were placed and there was this notion of helplessness.

I remember going to the public hospital, trying to find medical supplies for my mother and as I walked towards the old grand hospital, I saw on the streets a group of young men possibly running away from the looting, some were limping, some moaning in pain, some bleed profusely. They had visible fresh cuts and bruises on their bleeding faces and arms. It inspired me to write about how young people can be so naïve and so ignorant. Perhaps they are going through an experience which may change their lives later.
 

You Know

You know that you’re only here because you wanted to.
You arrived at your destination one day at a time; you held your breath still
But tried your very best not to slip and not to fall
But you did
You slipped 
and 
you did fall

But you got up with a silenced vigour,
unrestrained tears running down your cheek

Helpless yet hopeful
Bitter yet sweet

You know you made it
You know
You are here not only because you wanted to

But 
you 
endured...

Thoughts


September 1999

What is the purpose of a strong mind?
to withstand all the grave danger that pushes one to a corner?

What is the sense of gravity?
that makes you grounded and stand firm in what you believe in?

What is the reason for wars and bombs?
when the world will end anyway?

But I ask you
what is your sole purpose on this earth in this life?

to make a difference to others

or

to change the way others think?

The Stranger


When I was working at the power company in 2002 in the city, I used to walk past an old man on crutches everyday, on my way to work, in the morning and in the afternoons. This man, (and I say this because I don't see him around now) not so often, is a wonderful old man. He has twinkling eyes and the most welcoming smile as if nothing could ever disappoint him.

I’m quite sure he has children who are probably (insensitive and insincere) because he would come across to me as a wonderful father. He acknowledges me as his ‘beta’ or son and after our brief conversation about how busy the city is or hot it has been, he’d smile at me and say, ‘God bless you and have a good day’. Despite his unfortunate circumstance (he has an amputated left leg) he stands at the same spot by the newspaper stand everyday, watching the hustle and bustle of the busy street. He’s a wonderful man and his smile is a pat on my back and an encouragement to appreciate life.

Rising Above

Feel the oceans raise
You keep rising above them

Spin your board around
Waves so huge

At a radical speed
And you flow with the ripples
Paddle hard
Push that soul
Cutback the weight in your pocket
And reach your goal

Go fast
Visit the undersea tubes
Flick out
Smile

You rule

HORIZON

Pay attention to your dreams -
God's angels often speak
directly to    
          our hearts when     
                  we are
    asleep.





Quoted in The Angels' Little Instruction Book by Eileen Elias Freeman, 1994